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Blah! Winter is coming and the way I have been feeling lately is showing it. One day you can feel like your on top of the world and the next it feels like somebody kicked you in the ass. I doesn't help that over half the people here feel the same way. I know I have a choice and if I don't want to be here I can go home, but it is about sacrifices. If I can manage for a few more years, I can feel comfortable in coming home and doing the things I want to do. I guess it is about putting on a good positive front and just givr! I really miss my family and especially my wife. She does a little better than me because she is around the family. I just work and then comeback to camp to eat and sleep. I think I am turning into a hermit. Sorry about the wining but it helps some times to just vent it out. On a positive note I have purchased my flights to Europe for this upcoming Spring. I can't wait. Later!